The one thing that gets me through these type of days is knowing that I have you within arms reach. Knowing that you are right in front of me waiting for me to taste your neck, your lips, for me to grab a hold of you and savor you taste which puts me at ease.
With each sip I feel all my insecurities and stress float away but once I am done with you. Like the vacant wine glass that lay before me I begin to feel empty and shallow. My sadness overwhelms me because I know that you have now left me!
I try not to keep you around or depend on you because if I know I will use you!~
I will take advantage
The fact that you comfort me , numb me, take away my loneliness, my fears, my insecurities..
Makes it difficult not to
I try to fight the urge and think to myself as I sip you! I deserve YOU
One glass become 2, two becomes 3, Eventually leading up to the whole bottle!
Shit you are gone! FUCK !Its time to face reality!
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