Should I feel happy or sad
Should I feel scared or relieved
Should I feel guilty

Did I not try hard enough
Did I try too hard

Is it possible to try too hard
Was it love
Was it infatuation
Was it comfort

Was it real
Did it happen
Am I crazy
Are they crazy

Make it stop
The confusion
The tears
The hurt
the pain
the hopelessness

PUT IT BACK
My dream
My brain
My heart